Poetrider

Nop, it's not even a song by any group Just me thinking. Should i stop and rest and have fun with my lovely family or should i keep on going like this Fighting for someone else who even don't recognize what i've accomplished Kinda tired acctually. well, let us see (like keralis says) i'll take the time limit in the end of the month. or even sooner c ya folks

am I? I am. Yes, i'll snap if some one talk to her even just say hi even just make a comment at her page is it good? is it bad? i don't know i am love her don't tell that j feel is an evidence that i in love with her 'coz i am really love her shall i call this a phobia? because of my freakin f**k past? i don't know the one i know, i don't wanna lose her.

Every house must have time for argument battle or debate between wife and husband (remember lady first).  Like today, we are debate almost an hour. And the thing we talk is about how long i get permit from my office, the process to get, why only 2 days, my alowance, our home (we just get the house by KPR/loan from bank) and the finisher is our asset wife : at least you the house become your asset me   : if you want it, then you ask the loan and make the house as your asset wife : i don't have the money me   : then be happy with your asset wife : what asset?? me   : the reksadana (mutual funds), you told me that you gain some profit wife : it's only a little me   : it's still profit, mine already minus eventhough u r the one who recommend it wife : it's your fault me   : how ?? wife : you just put a little amount, i already made double depo me   : *shut out* that's why i love my wife, first she always right. then she always step ahead then me who still

My biggest problem is you I want to Please you A part of me of love you A part of me hate you A part of me need you A part of me fear you I don't think I can handle this right now (Bo Burnham)

Ada pohon bernama cendana, burung gagak sering dicela, orang laki jangan tak bercelana, nanti disangka orang gila Air bening dikata air putih, kopi pula tak disebut air hitam, jagalah hatimu tetap bersih, agar hidupmu terjaga tentram dulu berkabar melalui surat, sekarang pula melalui teleponan, wahai wanita jagalah aurat, jangan jadikan dirimu sebuah tontonan kanguru bergeraknya melompat, cheetah pula jago berlari, jangan terlalu gampang mengumpat, karena itu menyakiti orang dan diri sendiri.

Just want to make everyone happy But in the end just dig my own grave Just want to make everyone happy But in the end get everyone angry on me Just want to smile But in the end i got tears Just want to fight But in the end want to give up But can't giving up Try to have a smile even bitter one Try to fight Try to clean the mess Still don't know what will happen Hope the best result Or I will end up in bigger mess  There is still one reason to fight Just one more After that everything is done